or maybe this?....

with some gloves :DD

i'll just remove that little black flower on the corner so the gloves won't be too much :)

man,

gotta love forever 21. :))))

french failure :/

i don't think me going as Audrey Hepburn to the prom is going to work out anymore.
i've been looking online for a BLACK dress like hers&there's nothing. NOTHING :(

so i think i'm going to go with black&red.

or lacey.

or..geeze, i don't know but this dress HAS to blow everyone's head off.

i'm tired of not looking good.

-.-

this is my last dance, goshdarnt.

so i'm thinking of wearing that --------->

good idea?

i think maybe :)

alabama, arkanssaaaa,..

:DDDD


Brenda..
^i do love my ma&pa, not as much as i do love you :)


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syd-to-the-knee.,^holy moley, me oh my. youre the apple of my eye. :)




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Nashypants.,^no, i'll never love one like you.:)



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+D xD :D

soupaa,
^man, oh man, you're my best friend.,,i sing it to the nothingness,that i've got all the soup i need :)




:))))))))))))))


<3 :DDDDDDDD :)

ofee,
^i'll follow you into the park, through the jungle, through the dark, lady i've been everywhere with you :)





parents..,
:')
^yes, home was when i used to be with youu.


:]

I LOVE ALL OF YOU! :D

you are my homee,
home you are me&i am you
home i've got all i need with you,
home is when i'm alone with you,
home is everywhere i'm with you :]

---janiii<3

Be tender with my loveee,

cause it's all that i've got.
:')

29 more days of school left. It's time for me to do weird things., and no more sadness till the last day of school.
i'm gonna miss it.
but you have to let something go for it to come back right?
right.
just know this universe of my past three years,
i loved youuu.
&i love you.
forever.
om nashi me.

-janiii. :]

how am i supposed to pretend,..

i never wanna see you again?




almost going to leave to mexico.
but i didnt.
but i thought i was.
so i thought,
if i dont come back,
at least i'll have this picture
&then people will blow it up & put it on my funeral.
next to me.
and
they will remember me
as the girl with the butterfly curtain.
or they will just remember me.
because to me,
this is the best picture i've ever taken.

:)
i owe it to mexicoo.

graciass.

--janii(:

my lips itch,

from their desire to feel yours.
the birds soar,
and i wish i could fly,
high like them,
maybe then i'd forget
what it's like to be on the floor,
without you.

but we're cheatinngg.

you know what i just realized?
i complain a lot.
sooo,from now on no complaining.
TAAKEE TWOO. :D


instead i'll just try to post about the findings of mine, and random stuff :D okay?

okay.

lovee,
---janii:)

look up at the buildings,&imagine who lives there

i do that sometimes.
but mostly with cars.
when i go on road trips,
&cars pass us,
i wonder who's driving,
and what their life is like.
:)

bet i'm wrong half the timee :P

anywhoo,

HAPPY EARTH DAY :D

it's time to hug those trees and smell those leaves. (: just like this person whom i'm very jealous of -.-

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i need to look like that.
pleeasee god?
or whoever is in charge of looks?
Dear God of Looks,

HELP MEEE!!!




hahahahahahaa.
i'm so weird.
just like your mom...,,...lasstt niiightt ;)

love,
--janii :))

lose ten pounds in two weeks.

yeah,

thats what i think imma do.

so i can look like thatt ----->>>

:D

theyre realllyy hot.

yes i realize i sound lesbo, but

its not my fault.

ive just got celebrity crushes.

and damn,

theyre clothes are awesome.

i need clothes like that. :D

one day..one day.., (my pinky will grow -.-)

when i am rich and hoboful. ;)

and i shall be able to afford this.

if not,

i'll steal money from my uncle monty.

&borrow some from ofe ;)

haha.

she'll never know.

thats what she gets for not reading my blog. x)

loveee,

--jani(:

i'm the hero of the story, dont need to be saved.

i'm going to name my girl zoe .or sophia. or indie. zoe indie sophia. sophia indie zoe. indie sophia zoe. hmm,and i like balhi. i think,something of that sort :) kinda like that kravitz girl :P

by the way i discovered her band, "elevator fight"., and she's got a pretty awesome voice :D more like hot. hahahaha.

in other newss,

i decided to take some really horrible pictures with my camera! yaaayyy.

haha.

oh&i am now in love with the bee gees.

really.

theyre better than the beatles.

better than air supply.

better than...no not better than koenig. but still :D

too bad theyre dead :(

if i was nico, i'd be like "LIIVEE BEE GEES! LIIIVEEE" :D

and then i'd make them tour the world.

(:

and i'd make them have lots of sons;)

oh and one more thing,

it's nearly the end of april.

which means that...,well ofe if youre reading this (not likely, i dont think she can read) :P,

well it means that time is running out.

:l

i need some chocolate,

audios,

--jani:)

salt...not...

Oh noo.
The world has gone to an end.
Justin bieber (more like beaver(by IlianaJ)) ahem..,yeah that. Um, he is now appearing in my BEACH. Yeah. I heart justin beaver is on my beach. MY BEACH. Oh wait. Poseidon’s beach. But like he said, ‘what’s yours Is mine’ ;) and vice versa. So yeahh…OUR beach.


p.s. this is just a little assignment my teacher had us do. Isn’t it intellectually challenging? Big words ;D
stupid assignment. -.-
1. thou salt not use a computer to harm other people.
2.thou salt not interfere with other people’s computer work.
3.thou salt not snoop in other people’s files.
4.thou salt not use a computer to steal.
5.thou salt not use a computer to bear false witness.
6.thou salt not use of copy software for which you have not paid for.
7. thou salt not use other people’s computer resources without authorization.
8.thou salt not appropriate other people’s intellectual output.
9.thou salt think about the social consequences of the program you write.
10.thou salt use a computer in ways that show consideration and respect.

&yeah, in the paper he gave us..,it really said SALT. :o

flowers will singg :)

and sydney will flyy,

intoo spinach's heartt (:

ahhh, this flower pattern is sooo cute +))))

i want it on my...idk shirt?

skirt.

DRESS :D

aandd ------> oh darn. imma just stop trying to post this picture. it wont let me-.-

yes, yes. i know it's not CUTE enough. apparently now nothing i do is cute enough.
:////

even my photography was taken away from me.
and yes,i'll admit.
i did make a pretty sucky portfolio,
but geez,
it's not like i even have a DECENT camera.
forgive me mr. batsell.
and now i cant even THRIFT shop. :(
yes,
i think my life is about to fall apart.


soo all i can do is just sit and watch as it does.
and listen to koenig(:
he makes me feel better.

:)

and maybe, one day i'll actually find something i'm good at.


in other news,
i think imma go to lopez.
maybe.
i mean, why should i go to hanna?
none of my friends are going,
except for two.
and one of them is in the magnet program so i wont see her,
and the other is gonna be too busy being "popular" :/
and if i go,
and he forgets me.,
well thats gonna feel EXTRA shitty since i'm in the SAME school.
no excuse to forget me then.
so i'll feel even sadder.
but see,..if i go to lopez., i'm actually going to find out how much i actually suck.
so i'm scared.
and i dont know what to do.
help?

love,
--jani.

And a little bit of change is all your little fingers touch

:]]
ezra koenig. <3333333333333
wow.
his voice.
is
AMAZING.
it is like
earth and the trees and the birds all calling out together <333
ahh.(:
and he is SOOO attractive.
he's after joe now on my list. :DD
so i had a "photoshoot" yesterday.
i'll be posting some pictures soon(:

alabama, arkansaaa :)

that song puts me in SUCH a good mood.
really.
no matter what crap has happened,
it just makes me soooo HAPPY :DDDD

you should hear it(:
maybe it'll make your day too.

home-edward sharpe and the magnetic zeross :D

let's call the whole thing off

god, some people are just so stupid.
me included.
well, i learned today that parents can suck.
dont count on them to do everything, to be there.
because they fail too.
i guess you cant count on anyone.?
and whoever you can count on,
well hold on to that person and never let go.
because they dont come around often.
(haha come)

:D

om nashi me(:

Om nashi me
I love you
And I'll love you forever
And I’m loving you now

:]