i drew thiss...

and trust me, you will laugh, or scoff, or scream your head off in disapproval when i tell you what this drawing was SUPPOSED to be.
you see,
i recently bought a teen vogue magazine and i thought
"jani, you are a human being. you have fingers and toes and holy guacamole, if an elephant can paint then you can for sure draw!"

so..um...yeah i was trying to prove my brain a point and...i tried to draw this...

and this blog thing wont let me rotate the picture -.-
but if you tilt your head you can see that i was trying to draw the girl with the glasses...and i failed miserably.
hahahaha. its pretty hilarious how i was WAY off.
&there are many more drawings that i attempted to make but i will post those some other day, once my laughter lets me hold a camera steady :P


0m nashi mee,
--janii :)

hahaha

 okay, this is what usually happens but with me being in the boy position.
cause i have a guitar and whenever i take it somewhere or a guy comes over they always ask
"oh can you play ____ insert song there"
and i always say "nopee. i cant play a single chord. i bought it cause..well i wanted to learn but no one taught me"
and they always just stare or scoff.
so maybe next time i'll do what this picture says
:D
except..i dont thhink anyone will be taking their shirt off.


haaa.
thank you for letting me completly waste your time.
:P


om nashi me,
janii :)

i like having things in my room

these are some of the things in my room :)

yes, i am aware that the words 'joe jonas' are written in the flower power thing...um yeah psh. that wasnt me.

om nashi me,

jani :)

sorry about that..

i was a little angry um, yesterday? no i think it was the day before.
anywhoo,
fresh start fresh start. we're thinking of fresh starts :)

does everyone have a boyfriendman these days?
it sure seems like it.
hmm.


oh and you HAVE to see this!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3MDYTkdVT8M


i couldnt get the whole video on here because embedding was removed by request blah blah blah, 
some bloke who didn't want other people to share the good stuff :P


haha.


i think ezra is so (insert non cheesy word here) with his dancing.
he should be on step up 2.


and i should be the step up girl ;)

yeah step up to africa.
woo!






currently listening to :
ruthless by ima robot.


shop of the day:
free people has something rreaaallly realllyy good in their sale sectionn :D
http://www.freepeople.com/sale-under--30/ruffles---lace-slip/
&
http://www.freepeople.com/sale-under--30/stitched-boho-tank/






:)


om nashi mee,
Janii

go to hell carlos.
don't ever talk to me again.
i mean it.

tre tre classique

 so i was just having a very nice fourth of july weekend today 
  i had just spent an hour watching live performances by ezra..um i mean vampire weekend,
and then i spent two hours re-singing his performances using my tripod as a microphone.
and then i spent half an hour re listening to edward sharpe's album.
and my mom's fiancê (or however the little "e" accent thing goes) brought home a laptop and some nice boneless wings.
this day was..well pretty close to amazing.
oh so yeah.
i have a point.
i also have a point for why i'm writing in italics.
i'll get to that soon.


  so as i was relaxing on my couch,
delighting in some mild BBQ wings,
i turned on the telly,
and just guess what came on?
JAMES BOND!
ahh.
i am a huge fan.
especially of the pierce brosnan versions.
and when this came on,
i just started freaking out.
(and i kind of dropped my wing,but not the point)
I started thinking that in that movie,
it seemed to me as if that was the james bond with the most class.


james bond with the best accent- daniel craig
james bond with the best dimple/line dimple thingie-sean connery


:D


oh and i'm using italics because i just thought it'd make my blog kind of classier..well for today since i'm talking about mr. bond.


man.
fail.
what kind of "classy" blog uses the word dimple thingie?


sigh.


i need bond classes.


anywho,
ahem i mean
anywhom,


have a splendid weekend my dears.


om nashi me,
                 J


hehe.
J like JAMES.


wow.
  i need brain surgery.

san franciscooo

i checked my mail today & there was a beautiful letter &dvd from the academy of art university!

i jumped up and down like a tiger from pooh ;)

truth is,

i am very very excited to sign up with this university.

my graduation date isn't gonna be here that quick but in the meantime i shall be dreaming of going here.

ahh!

i'm so excited.

i just can't hide it

that seems to be my favorite song today :D

om nashi me, --janii

Hurricane day!
it's quite beautiful.
the winds aren't going wild and the rain makes such a soothing sound.
i love this day :DDDD
om nashi mee&stay dry, or get wet,
--janii (;

oh how the tables have turnedd,

i was just at the Free People site,
 and i found thesee...

they're just a few of the things that took my breath away.

the details are incredible.

it came in handy too because i'm redecorating my room,

and i've got a few ideas now :D

maybe i'll post later.

i love how i can always go to free people and feel SO much better.

i've been having kind of a rough time here.,

and seeing this inspires me.

it just melts away all the bad stress.

it's better than beads.

:O

i cant believe i said that.

but it's true ;)

keep up the good work free people <33

i wish i could work for youuu *

&in other news,

  there's a hurricane warning for my town.

mom's bought like fifty sandbags and is trying to keep us all safe.

i doubt anything will happen,

but if it does,

well i love the rain anyways.

           &with God's help, we'll survive :)

om nashi me,

        janii. (:

calling all angels

calling all you angeeeeellls.

when children have to play inside so they don't dissappearr.
something that rhymes with that.
lalalala :DD

and iiiiiiii wanna sing already,
i need a mic.
no i dont.
someone teach me how to play the guitar.
inspiration.
so i can sing in the streets,
watch everyone pass me by,
ignoring the girrl they think is high,
but honey i don't float
in anything but water.

;DDDD

om nashi mee
--janii :)

I was supposed to have dinner with you today.

I GOT A LOOKBOOK! YYEAAAH BOYY :DDDD
everyonecansuckit!
woooo xDDDD
just search for "Jani C" on there :DD and hype :P

om nashi me,
. Jani<3

Pinche caca blue waffle cagado, :)

ah brooklyn brooklyn take me in.,

my hands, they shake. my head, it spins.

 that song inspired me to write my own song.
it's been years that i've been trying to get myself to write a song.
but i haven't been able to.
i always end up ripping it apart.

and i think that,
the one i wrote was worth the wait.

 i don't know what i wrote it for,
maybe that'll be revealed soon enough.

this is a little piece of it,
cause i'm not ready to post the whole thing on here.
i think it's called no stranger could love me.
i'm not sure yet :)
"i talk to birds they eat up the empty space.
sometimes i hear the wind carry your fragrance.
don't ask me how."

brown eyed girl

she crossed the seven seas,

metaphorically.

found the gold 

with a pot of rainbow,

she's been living for too long

waiting for superman,
he hasn't forgotten,
or lost her,
or anything.
she's just too heavy for superman to lift.

he smiles at the moon like he knows her

supposed i never never met you,

    ja-ja-ja jive talkin',

                                                    geeeeez, there's dog crotch product on my floor.


om nashi me,
               janiii<3

our dreams are works of whales and all of that delfin.

that is Ofe&me in about a year and  a half.

heyy,

i'm old now.

getting older.

time is catching up.

and for now,

it feels good.

woo!

mr.cloudshine,

in the morning light,

cover the morning light.

the mouring.

--om nashi me,

janiii.

something abuot white people,.
baby,
funk.
no problem
mememeem.
you dont got to stop to feelll sometj9iig

yiu dsico down and check out the prostitues
wpwqlwawyw

white boyy,
you suck cordoroy
lay down your dad into your rock.
 do you wear pants

wa waa awawaaaa
 well that wadnt easy
but netier was your dfdas sm osdnfio'ase gneygio

i cant type because thew wsong is too fasdt
he must be black
oh my god its so much better
please help me sing about white poeple
i need siomewernoeshy

open up your mom and look to see if you can find her liver and eat it before it rots


PLAY THAT FUNKY MUSIC MOM!
my mom has good taste because shse found jani's poop the other day

she does.

ooohh mooooaaannn.
play that funky music man, its funky, which is whuy it shoudl be played.
yeahhhhh boooiiiiiiyyyy


fail...







dur dur dur dururr.
rududududd

rud rud rud rud rud druuu eue us


eqeueueueuee

i wnt to the docto he told me that i had a damn prostate,
but i realized its you
i tried to scratch away teh issuel,
all i ever get is herpes,
everyones allergic tooo,
everybody hates that,
allergic too
crryying.

now i dound out that you were lying when you told me i was a rash.
tangle your face its decieveing to the truth i need to eat.
everyones allergic too sydney ivt
everyone's allergic to piostin ivy.

everybody gets itchy,
everybody likes it,
everyone's allergic to,



CCCCCCAAAAAATTTSS,
\

MEEEEOOWOWW.


dam damd admadmad admadm mamamamaamamamama
cant sot even if i tried cant walk awaayy,


danananananananana.
oisting
ivyy
cant run if it s bouat you sun.

son.

meeeooww.

cant bark even if i tried i cant walk aaway.
cauuse i've got paws.
ruuuf ruufuf
rrruuuuffff
everyone's allergic tooo. sydney iv=y=\
everybody meeds need a a little moaning,
everybody hates cats. more than dogs.
dogs like dry humpo people.
hj babbyyy,


oohh bnabbbyy.

nananananananananananananananaa
everydboy g=every bodty everydbo y]


posin sliiiimmmyyy.,..
posin slimyyyy


guimmme some poesing babyHUUHH

dan dan an adnadnadn adnadnd ndanddnandadnadna

i got your pants,
on a clouydy day.
when its cold outsideeee,
i like to plaayy,

wirth myssseeeeeeellff,
cause im a perv likeee you way.
mt girl.
falking baout my ggrriills.
ive got so much jani,

sydney envys me.
i've got a sweeter thong,
than tom could ever dream
i guesss you say what can make me ask your mom out,
my biy.
talking baout my dfocket.
 oooohhhhhhhhhhhhh


dan dan andandadnadnadan dand asdadnadna danasdn


ho ho hoo

hoh oh ohop

hey.

ooohhh,

i dont need no body
or your finger,
i got all the riches babt,
sydney could prostitue,
i gueessss,
you'd say,
what can make me masturbate.
my girl.
myt girl.
talking about my grill.s
my grill.s


my i got sunshine on a cloudy .day.
i've even got your monthly payu,,
sydneyy.
talking about yuouioooooouuuuuuuu


oohhhh.

so my cirldk,

these lyrics, started out with a kiss how did it end up like your mom
it was your only dad.
i rtold you to wuack.
but your mom sent you to a sack.
steal that skirt.
dont let it hurt.
i just cant poop.
its killing me,
i'm shacking undollable,
just me,
=eating all my feeilngs,
takling about lullabies, a
and your dad's corodies
open ip yyour vaginaa, cause mr. brightpantssky

and i've been becasuse your face.
how did you end up m yfist .
it was only a catb.
and shes taking my fag.
how it ded
he takes off his dress.
now let me take go,.
i just can t breathe it poping me.
its taking control,
juans face stats is verty mexican,
your dad likes llullabies,
and so do your hornyflies,
destiny caling me,
open iup your vagina,
cause mr. brightpantssky.

instrumental
i neverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr,
masstuuubbaaaaaaaaattteeee,
ii aalllwaaaaayyyyssssssssssssss,
eat your faaacceee./


EEENNNDD.

why dont you ask your mom and your koala. to do your face c ause i told you dadda astar is cool is cant ttype i sing really good ui just spit om the screen, im just pooping on the touler./ waitinf for the flush. something about a toulet .and your car cokc, jani is boring, she s oosoo s bnoring about the toilet .get back your car cockk. ooh i spelled it right now jofjsoidfj
i'm juast sitting on the my toilet .waiting for your mom. dadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadad mom. dfreeeefeifjs mjnrii rir iririii rririrririr rrrrriiii riririrririririririririririrrirr.
ririririiriririririririri
woowowowowowowowowo wwwaaaaaoooohhhhhh wwwaaaoaoooohhhhhh
poop.
my momo in the toilet. i cant stand your facccceeee
dand dan dandan dandnad nadnadna ansda nnanana

nada.

sitting on mty dardwn.
 waiting for my darrndennnnnnnnnnnn.

OFF.
woot

i love you.

peace.
finally,
i can breathe.
i've decided to love unconditionally.
you don't have to say bye when you leave,
you can like my best friend,
you can be honest with me,
you can lie, (i'll find out eventually but it'll be okay)
and i'll believe you.
because i've got no reason not to believe anymore.
and i love fifteen people.

mom.
dad.
ofe.
juan.
sydney.
brenda.
nash.
iliana.
sophie.
raymond.
ricky.
jaimito.
Aunt Eva.
Carlos.
and the jonas brothers do count.


:]

<3

She loves you, yeah yeah yeah.
she loves you yeah yeah yeah,
&with a love like that..you know you should be gladdd :)

relievveeeddddddddddddddddd

i want a blue waffle,alabama hot pocket family.
sounds nice.
haha.


not really.

i just wanna be able to not be alone.

&right now i'm not :)

yaay,

kudos to me

i really messed things up now didn't i?

wow.

my stupid mouth.

://

siigggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

nervousss,

nslkdjfosuifalskdmaosdoijg
nerbousosssooosossosososos.


nervousssss.


ahdhhsdhalsdididf.

poop.

this feels like popopopopopop.
i need some meds.
ahhh nervous.
i need to get undressed,
my clothes are eating me. ahdsldhskldiodsdfvocvoijcogsort
sdjfksdfsd
mamamamamamama miaa! meatballs for your face.
i need a oii.
gimme some more.
our love wont survive.
dont speak a word.
dont speak to me.
dont speak to mee.
yeeeeeeeaaaaahhh.
'theres a lot that you dont notice. when you read between the lines. the futures out of focus when youre blidided by the light, its a hope for all the hopers ,in the wors of trying times, i resort to being speechleess,
cause our love wont surviiiveee.


--janiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

just a little taste of our talent show,

so you can get an idea :)



Shelf- JDoubleRS

Me LLamo Juan:) | MySpace Video



p.s. i'm in the back :P but no one cares.
my best friend's the singer,&my other friend's the guitar person, and ricky's the drummer, he's my friend too... oh dammit, theyre all my friends. except maybe shane. ahahah

you like things weird,
just like i'd think,
i can never talk to you
and predict,
every things a mystery with you dear,
yet it's simple and clear,
the sky should be blue,
whenever we're two,
but i'm alone and everything's gone/

you think home is cheesy,
so i guess i cant show you this song,
geez, you're something to see,
i feel like jumping
just writing about you,
i could write all day.

i need you,
it's sad,
i dont wish it wasnt true,
but i just wish you needed me

you'll be great,
just don't let the fame go to your head,
dont give up on love,
have faith;restart.

that's what i'm doing too.

if you ever feel alone,
i know i wont be able to make it go away,
i'm not the one you need to stay,.

i wish i could've shown you minnesota.
and been to iowa.

You could be my prom date,
but i think you wouldnt be happy with that,
i cant even pretend you're mine,
not even for a day.

You're my best friend.
i dont lie.

so believe me when i say,

that i won't forget about you.

After all,
when i was singing that Home song,
all i was thinking about was
well..,it doesnt even matter.
i think you get the point.

I love you.

-Jani.

no more will you cryy..,

baby i will let you never.

;) man, whoever the Bee Gees wrote that for is a very lucky ladyy.

cough,cough hoeface.

so anyways,
the talent show was Fridayyy :D
i swear i now enjoy performing.
i've performed with choir before but performing alone is nothing like it.
it's....more free. &even though i messed up, i had FUN :D

and i was technically part of juanface's cool band thing. :P
i just wish someone had taken a picture or two, cause i bet we all loooked happy :)


&that's cause we were :D(especially the boys cause they got panties thrown at 'em) ;D



now i know what i wanna be in life, a pantie performer! which is why theatre is a good choice.who knows, maybe they even have us play a french person XD WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ;DDDDDD


tre tre mucho love,janii >;D

money makes the world go around

money money money money money money money,

God i loved the Lopez Fine Arts Festival

with all of my heart. free people too :D

i think i'm going to join theatre now :D

haha,

good luck with that future me x)

anywhooo, i feel like i havent blogged lately.

and it's not like i've been busy right?

right :)

so lately i've been feeling kind of crappso.

i was thinking that,

maybe i'm not good at anything,

since my best friend hasn't really ever liked anything i've done.

of the limited things i've done.

&i guess she doesnt have to,

but i just wonder why.

hopefully i do something coolish,

at least once.

i wouldnt care so much if it was anyone else,

anywhooo,

i applied to LookBook....AGAIN (:

maybe they'd accept me if i sent them a virtual cake.

hahaha x)

though i doubt they like to eat.

ew,

this blog isnt interesting.

adioosss,

---jani :D

you're like a dream,

a dream come true.

:)

i'm happy today.

and yesterday.

thank you,

for at least giving me those two days.

&please help my french friend,

she needs some anti-stupid pills for her man.

lovee,

--janiii (:

Drugs are stupid. They just are, ok? Don't do them. Alcohol,well i'm pretty sure your life won't be as messed up from it as like crack or meth. Stuff of that sort. Before i guess i didnt really think about it much, but now i think that drugs are just life destroyers. Trust me. I've seen it happen. People act different when they take drugs. So different they're not even your friends anymore. They belong to their drug. I sound very melodramatic, but it's true. Don't ever do drugs. Ever. Please.
You'll lose all your real friends.

--love,janii.

nobody said it was easyyy..,

so i think Brenda's mad at me.

ha.

i barely realized it right now.

cause what happened is that we hid from her in my house., and i was waiting for her to give up,

but she just left.

darntt.

sometimes people don't think the things i think that are funny are funny.

happens a lot.

well Brenda, i love you.even when youre mad. i'm publicly annoucing it. muahaha,now the whole world knowss (:

love,..jani :)

if the flowers could get me you.,

or maybe this?....

with some gloves :DD

i'll just remove that little black flower on the corner so the gloves won't be too much :)

man,

gotta love forever 21. :))))

french failure :/

i don't think me going as Audrey Hepburn to the prom is going to work out anymore.
i've been looking online for a BLACK dress like hers&there's nothing. NOTHING :(

so i think i'm going to go with black&red.

or lacey.

or..geeze, i don't know but this dress HAS to blow everyone's head off.

i'm tired of not looking good.

-.-

this is my last dance, goshdarnt.

so i'm thinking of wearing that --------->

good idea?

i think maybe :)

alabama, arkanssaaaa,..

:DDDD


Brenda..
^i do love my ma&pa, not as much as i do love you :)


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syd-to-the-knee.,^holy moley, me oh my. youre the apple of my eye. :)




(:
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Nashypants.,^no, i'll never love one like you.:)



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+D xD :D

soupaa,
^man, oh man, you're my best friend.,,i sing it to the nothingness,that i've got all the soup i need :)




:))))))))))))))


<3 :DDDDDDDD :)

ofee,
^i'll follow you into the park, through the jungle, through the dark, lady i've been everywhere with you :)





parents..,
:')
^yes, home was when i used to be with youu.


:]

I LOVE ALL OF YOU! :D

you are my homee,
home you are me&i am you
home i've got all i need with you,
home is when i'm alone with you,
home is everywhere i'm with you :]

---janiii<3

Be tender with my loveee,

cause it's all that i've got.
:')

29 more days of school left. It's time for me to do weird things., and no more sadness till the last day of school.
i'm gonna miss it.
but you have to let something go for it to come back right?
right.
just know this universe of my past three years,
i loved youuu.
&i love you.
forever.
om nashi me.

-janiii. :]

how am i supposed to pretend,..

i never wanna see you again?




almost going to leave to mexico.
but i didnt.
but i thought i was.
so i thought,
if i dont come back,
at least i'll have this picture
&then people will blow it up & put it on my funeral.
next to me.
and
they will remember me
as the girl with the butterfly curtain.
or they will just remember me.
because to me,
this is the best picture i've ever taken.

:)
i owe it to mexicoo.

graciass.

--janii(:

my lips itch,

from their desire to feel yours.
the birds soar,
and i wish i could fly,
high like them,
maybe then i'd forget
what it's like to be on the floor,
without you.

but we're cheatinngg.

you know what i just realized?
i complain a lot.
sooo,from now on no complaining.
TAAKEE TWOO. :D


instead i'll just try to post about the findings of mine, and random stuff :D okay?

okay.

lovee,
---janii:)

look up at the buildings,&imagine who lives there

i do that sometimes.
but mostly with cars.
when i go on road trips,
&cars pass us,
i wonder who's driving,
and what their life is like.
:)

bet i'm wrong half the timee :P

anywhoo,

HAPPY EARTH DAY :D

it's time to hug those trees and smell those leaves. (: just like this person whom i'm very jealous of -.-

-------->>



i need to look like that.
pleeasee god?
or whoever is in charge of looks?
Dear God of Looks,

HELP MEEE!!!




hahahahahahaa.
i'm so weird.
just like your mom...,,...lasstt niiightt ;)

love,
--janii :))

lose ten pounds in two weeks.

yeah,

thats what i think imma do.

so i can look like thatt ----->>>

:D

theyre realllyy hot.

yes i realize i sound lesbo, but

its not my fault.

ive just got celebrity crushes.

and damn,

theyre clothes are awesome.

i need clothes like that. :D

one day..one day.., (my pinky will grow -.-)

when i am rich and hoboful. ;)

and i shall be able to afford this.

if not,

i'll steal money from my uncle monty.

&borrow some from ofe ;)

haha.

she'll never know.

thats what she gets for not reading my blog. x)

loveee,

--jani(:

i'm the hero of the story, dont need to be saved.

i'm going to name my girl zoe .or sophia. or indie. zoe indie sophia. sophia indie zoe. indie sophia zoe. hmm,and i like balhi. i think,something of that sort :) kinda like that kravitz girl :P

by the way i discovered her band, "elevator fight"., and she's got a pretty awesome voice :D more like hot. hahahaha.

in other newss,

i decided to take some really horrible pictures with my camera! yaaayyy.

haha.

oh&i am now in love with the bee gees.

really.

theyre better than the beatles.

better than air supply.

better than...no not better than koenig. but still :D

too bad theyre dead :(

if i was nico, i'd be like "LIIVEE BEE GEES! LIIIVEEE" :D

and then i'd make them tour the world.

(:

and i'd make them have lots of sons;)

oh and one more thing,

it's nearly the end of april.

which means that...,well ofe if youre reading this (not likely, i dont think she can read) :P,

well it means that time is running out.

:l

i need some chocolate,

audios,

--jani:)

salt...not...

Oh noo.
The world has gone to an end.
Justin bieber (more like beaver(by IlianaJ)) ahem..,yeah that. Um, he is now appearing in my BEACH. Yeah. I heart justin beaver is on my beach. MY BEACH. Oh wait. Poseidon’s beach. But like he said, ‘what’s yours Is mine’ ;) and vice versa. So yeahh…OUR beach.


p.s. this is just a little assignment my teacher had us do. Isn’t it intellectually challenging? Big words ;D
stupid assignment. -.-
1. thou salt not use a computer to harm other people.
2.thou salt not interfere with other people’s computer work.
3.thou salt not snoop in other people’s files.
4.thou salt not use a computer to steal.
5.thou salt not use a computer to bear false witness.
6.thou salt not use of copy software for which you have not paid for.
7. thou salt not use other people’s computer resources without authorization.
8.thou salt not appropriate other people’s intellectual output.
9.thou salt think about the social consequences of the program you write.
10.thou salt use a computer in ways that show consideration and respect.

&yeah, in the paper he gave us..,it really said SALT. :o

flowers will singg :)

and sydney will flyy,

intoo spinach's heartt (:

ahhh, this flower pattern is sooo cute +))))

i want it on my...idk shirt?

skirt.

DRESS :D

aandd ------> oh darn. imma just stop trying to post this picture. it wont let me-.-

yes, yes. i know it's not CUTE enough. apparently now nothing i do is cute enough.
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even my photography was taken away from me.
and yes,i'll admit.
i did make a pretty sucky portfolio,
but geez,
it's not like i even have a DECENT camera.
forgive me mr. batsell.
and now i cant even THRIFT shop. :(
yes,
i think my life is about to fall apart.


soo all i can do is just sit and watch as it does.
and listen to koenig(:
he makes me feel better.

:)

and maybe, one day i'll actually find something i'm good at.


in other news,
i think imma go to lopez.
maybe.
i mean, why should i go to hanna?
none of my friends are going,
except for two.
and one of them is in the magnet program so i wont see her,
and the other is gonna be too busy being "popular" :/
and if i go,
and he forgets me.,
well thats gonna feel EXTRA shitty since i'm in the SAME school.
no excuse to forget me then.
so i'll feel even sadder.
but see,..if i go to lopez., i'm actually going to find out how much i actually suck.
so i'm scared.
and i dont know what to do.
help?

love,
--jani.

And a little bit of change is all your little fingers touch

:]]
ezra koenig. <3333333333333
wow.
his voice.
is
AMAZING.
it is like
earth and the trees and the birds all calling out together <333
ahh.(:
and he is SOOO attractive.
he's after joe now on my list. :DD
so i had a "photoshoot" yesterday.
i'll be posting some pictures soon(:

alabama, arkansaaa :)

that song puts me in SUCH a good mood.
really.
no matter what crap has happened,
it just makes me soooo HAPPY :DDDD

you should hear it(:
maybe it'll make your day too.

home-edward sharpe and the magnetic zeross :D

let's call the whole thing off

god, some people are just so stupid.
me included.
well, i learned today that parents can suck.
dont count on them to do everything, to be there.
because they fail too.
i guess you cant count on anyone.?
and whoever you can count on,
well hold on to that person and never let go.
because they dont come around often.
(haha come)

:D

om nashi me(:

Om nashi me
I love you
And I'll love you forever
And I’m loving you now

:]